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𝓶𝓪𝔂𝓫𝓮, 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂 𝓭𝓲𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝓬𝓲𝓻𝓬𝓾𝓶𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓼—

( wine would be better, probably, but not in the biological sense. it might only make him feel worse, and gustave knows a thing or two about how to best handle nausea—he had been maelle's ward for long, after all, and he had looked after his sister, even with the scant few years of difference between them.

with a softening smile, he says, caught slightly off-guard, a breath of the word, )

Hello.

( how unusual.

he kneels down as he ushers verso to sit, too, on the ground. the grass is slightly damp from a light rain earlier in the day, but they've been through worse and more disgusting terrain: this is pretty clean, all things considered. )

I noticed you've taken to the backline when we encounter Nevrons. I thought perhaps you were allowing me a bit of time in the spotlight.

( it's light, the comment, neither a scolding nor a vouch of arrogance. he remains quiet as he studies verso for a moment, before he says, )

Would a tincture help? I know we have a limited supply, but saving them is not worth you feeling unwell.

( not when gustave has been told how strong verso is—an asset in battle, more so than himself, he imagines. )

[ Gustave will feel, suddenly, a sharp flicker of— inexplicable irritation, followed immediately by guilt. It's not fair to be annoyed by how kind Gustave is being to him, and he knows this, but he feels it regardless. Can't you be just a little bit worse? he wants to shout, but he doesn't, because... well, that would be insane, and also because his throat is still a bit raw from the violent retching. ]

No, it's okay.

[ Well, it's not 'okay', but he is slowly starting to feel less ill the longer he sits here, and he's beginning to wonder if maybe he really did just make the whole sickness up in his head. Maybe— maybe it really is psychosomatic, and all he needed to do was confront the person who's been consuming his every thought head on.

Horrifying. Guilt gives way to embarrassment. ]

Sorry, uh—

[ He stumbles over his words, uncertain what to say. ]

I think I'm fine now. [ Abruptly, and without cause. He hopes dearly that Gustave doesn't notice how quickly his illness went away, how obvious it is that it's all just psychological. ] I was just coming to ask if...

[ A pause. He's not sure now. He cants his head toward the journal. Gustave's, ostensibly, although Maelle has been the one keeping it updated since his death. ]

If you got everything you needed from Maelle's journal entries.

( with gustave's propensities at having anxiety attacks, what is another sharp flicker of emotion but the norm? he catches note of it, though, for ever since he has 'returned', he has felt like any brash movements will make him fall apart. like he's just a doll and the stitches will come undone.

in some ways, gustave reads verso's embarrassment as not really wanting to engage with him very much. would make sense, wouldn't it?

the fact that he wanted to ask him anything at all makes him pause. )

Oh.

( he glances back at his journal, tries to think exactly why verso would worry about that in particular, then glances back at him. )

I've — mostly just gone through my own notes. It's difficult reading, after...

( to see the change in handwriting, to see the tear stains, now dry, on the page, the possible descriptions of what the girl had quickly recounter to gustave about where they had left his arm. his other arm, that is. ~~is any part of him even real—~~ )

I'm still not sure I've fully accepted that we're inside a painting.

[ Truthfully, Verso didn't actually want to ask that. He didn't really want to ask anything—the less he and Gustave have to interact, the better. But he'd had to say something, and accusing Gustave of making him ill (even unintentionally) had seemed suddenly ridiculous once the symptoms had passed.

So, now he has to deal with Gustave's existential crisis. ]

Yeah. It can be... a lot to take in.

[ He hadn't had someone as sweet and caring as Maelle to hold his hand and walk him through it. Clea had been brutal. You're not real. This family isn't real. ]

We already drank all the wine, or I'd offer you some.

Thanks, I think.

( about offering wine if they hadn't drunk it all? suppose it's the thought that counts. but it's not gustave who is feeling otherwise under the weather—it's verso. and the man had come to think, likely needing something, thus interrupted by throwing up.

gustave swallows this conscious feeling he has, of his 'existential crisis', and lingers, instead of studying verso's face. )

You're sure you're alright?

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